It has been half a year since I've been back from California. During this time, I have gone from bumming at home to working full-time and schooling part-time. This has caused ripples to go forth, affecting all aspects of my life.
Specifically, while I still try to keep a time with the Lord in the morning, I have felt it slipping. I just don't spend as much time before the Lord, when compared to the few months before, when a lot more of my time was spent in prayer. I think this is the effect of being in the world, with both work and school. These things occupy my mind. The effect is that I can tell that there is less weight in my prayers and in my speaking to other people about the Lord.
Whereas before, when I was at home all day, I could spend much time in prayer and in being in the word, now, it is only during the short breaks I have, or during the few moments when I'm not busy that I can pray. On the other hand, before, I did not have any interaction with people. But now, I am surrounded by people, who may benefit from what I have to share. But, I no longer have things to share.
Have things improved? It seems that even in this we can see that there is warfare going on.
Written on June 17, 2010