A distant wind wraps itself around me
And it doesn't let me reach you
I try to arrange the words in my mind
But you're gazing elsewhere through the window
To someplace far away
I have a premonition that never changes
It lingers on
All the days since then have been filled with clouds
The changing of the seasons
May have erased the promise that we made
Even when I reach out with both my hands
Our hearts remain apart
The changing of the seasons
Have already taken the one I love from me
When I look back into those eyes
I let out a little sigh
For the first time in my life, I made the logical but irrational decision to not be together with the one I love. While our future together ended more than a year ago, the past 1.75 years of being together is something I treasure. I don't want to forget these memories, but remembering them is painful. I know that as time goes on, a haze or fog will gradually cover these memories. It was a quiet and sweet romance with some spice sprinkled in.
I am concerned for her future, but I am no longer in the position to secure it for her. I know that, henceforth, I will be living a great life. I hope she will be happier than me, but all I can do is pray for her happiness.
