Autumn has a particular smell. I noticed this, after all the times at the end of summer, every year, when I tried to enjoy the last bit of it just by sitting quietly either in a room looking out the window, or outside, on a bench.
Right now, as I am sitting here, with the windows opened, I can smell that familiar smell. It is very nostalgic, because that is when school starts every year. It is the smell every year, as when I waited for my mom to pick me up. It's the same smell as when I used to walk home everyday after staying at a friend's house for a bowl of ramen, or some snacks.
The weather is pleasant, the days are long, the breeze is refreshing.
One distinct difference though: whereas I used to be too frantic or anxious to enjoy this when I was young and in school, I now have the luxury to sit down with a cup of tea, and soak it all in.
Recently, I turned 24. Time goes by at its usual steady pace. I originally intended this to be done every decade, but due to technical difficulties, I wasn't able to record myself talking about life in the last decade when I just turned 20. Maybe I'll do that next year: life in the last quarter of a century. Who knows what that will be like when I look back in the future.
Written on September 26, 2010